I didn’t do much this weekend. It flew though it’s soon Monday. I am still doing half days and I am glad at the moment.
Just had a load of abuse from my daughter and ex. She wants money from me again and I said no and got a load of abuse. When will I learn that neither of them will ever change and I am now in tears again, how the hell have I raised such a nasty spoilt person? Why do I let them both do this to me? Then let them blame everything on me and make me feel like I am the worst person in the world. He tells me that his life has changed dramatically since he has had his daughter. That I have dumped her on him. I have abandoned her.
I really couldn’t take any more. Why do I have to put up with all this abuse ? My son doesn’t behave this way. He is her Dad why should I have her ? I have put my life on hold for 16 years and because I love her. I still do very very much but I have more respect in myself than be treated like this. I have done it for years. Been verbally, mentally abused. Told how rubbish I am at everything, Am I a bad person because I have decided enough is enough?
I am a good mum. I care very much and love very deeply. I am a good person and always try to help and be as kind as I can to everyone, I have my faults but I am not the person that they both say I am. They have the problem not me,
Sorry for my rambling but I am very hurt yet again. I am not sending any more messages or contacting them again,