I am back at work today ekkkkkkkk. I have had a restless night and I am really dreading it. My over thinking mind has been working overtime. It is quite a bitchy place that I work at. I am not going to worry if people like me and if others are funny. I have nothing to be ashamed of. I have had a major operation and I am doing th best I can. If others don’t like it it’s tough. That’s the plan anyway. Deep down I am very worried. I need to stop it now !!!!!