I always wanted to write a book.  I am quite well educated and have a lot of great ideas in my head.  My English isn’t the best but I have had a complicated life and raising two children alone I wondered if maybe I could help some one.  Like I have mentioned already in my blog it’s also a bit of therapy for me.  I also overthink every situation in my life and I know that there are many other single parents out there who are alone. Who maybe need to know that there are other people out there in the same situation.  So I am going to give it a go.  I don’t know if it will be any good or of anyone would even read it, but what’s lost. I will try to add a chapter at a time on here and I don’t even know where it’s going yet and I hope it will take shape at some point.

I have had many issues in my life and always done things the difficult way.  This hasn’t been intended it’s just how my life turns out.  Maybe it’s cause of my lack of organisation, but nothing seems to go how it should go.  I also realised recently that I have had to deal with a narcissist for most of my adult life and my daughter seems to be showing narcissistic traits.  I will try and let people know the obstacles that I have had to overcome and how I have dealt with these.  I will also try and explain narcissism and overthinking and other problems that I have come accross.

I am not an expert by any means, I have just been there and done that and sometimes you need personal knowledge to emphasise.  I can also relate and explain the loneliness and isolation that I have  felt and still do.  Some times you feel that you are going mad but you arent it’s how a narcissist makes you feel.

If any one has any comments or ideas or experiences please comment.  I will start from the beginning and when I first realised that I had problems and that life wasn’t going to be so straight forward